Today has been yet another tiring day for me at work. I literally felt that feeling of doing twenty things all at the same time again. Today, being able to get out of the confines of the office is as refreshing as breathing the smell of sea breeze on a cool morning. I was dying to get out because I was too exhausted to go on.
I wonder what happened to my sense of pride in my work. It all seemed to just vanish these past few weeks. I wonder what happened to my motivation to do exceptionally well in my job. I haven’t even ticked off half of my to-do list. I wonder what happened to my passion for work, because I am clearly unmotivated nor driven to do anything at all.
I just hope I can get out of this wormhole. I pray that God will give me enough strength and spirit to keep on keeping on, to exceed my own expectations of what I can do. By then, I can say, “I have lived well.”